antsy..

unsettled...thats what it is .... im feeling unsettled right now and there really isnt anything i can do about it...im living out of a bag ...and staying with sarah until monday..and then im going to figure out things over at avantes place ..but i wont be getting my stuff until that weekend...and so yes im feeling unsettled and anxious about things..worry plagues me and all i can think about is how im going to manage..i have to find a job ..but im so displaced right now that i dont want to do anything of the sort...given this is a holiday and a weekend anyway ...so i have a few days...i found a couple places to apply to ..but this is going to be really hard..and i want to give up before i even start..