Wednesday, February 24, 2016

I wish I was good enough

My looks are something to be ashamed of...everything about me is shameful and embarrassing..I'm not pretty enough or thin enough..I'm not active enough..I don't take care of myself...it's hard taking care of something I hate..And the question I guess is who taught me to hate everything about myself...destroy the thing you hate..I sit in silence and agree that I'm not good enough..that I need to be better...I may as well agree that I'm worthless and no matter how hard I try I'll never manage to be enough...so why bother..

1 comment:

Unknown said...

You know better than this. I wish you would speak up to her about how she makes you feel...and if she gets angry enough to raise a hand against you press charges... I know your choices are limited and it's not that simple but it makes me so mad that she tears you down. Please resist the negative and tell yourself the positive msgs that are truth. And consider telling her that her criticism is not helping..