Yesterday

Thank god yesterday is over with...it was frustrating and anxiety producing and drama from from my roommate and her brother that had me afraid to even have my family there....it was a big mess and then mommy came in and took over and just kept yelling at me about how disgusting my room was...and its like gee when you move things you find stuff underneath...but yeah..it was a hard day...stayed pretty anxious and afraid to leave to kids with her brother threatening to shoot her...and my brother has brought the baby and the kids and I didn't want to put them in danger either...I couldn't make this stuff up If I tried :( .. mommy of course got on me about cleaning and what I was wearing and rushing me to leave and finally I told her I was nervous about leaving the kids and my roommate ( we parted on good terms) ..I don't want to see them hurt in any way...luckily I was able to call Sarah and talk for a few minutes and try to calm down before we went to eat...and I also talked to my future sister in law and she was supportive too ... I have trouble taking on everyone's problems and get so freaked out..and I was already freaking out you know...but my stuff is moved home...I'm happily going to stay with Sarah for this week and to home next Monday ....we went out to dinner and talked and stuff last night...its really nice being able to talk about my day and be asked about my day and know that she wants to know and is listening to me...but I gotta get ready for work..still a bit down but going to get through the day.