alone

tonite things are rough inside. feeling really isolated and alone...sarah is at her parents....they dont acknowledge me so i am not allowed to go..it has been this way since the beginning but still my feelings end up hurt ...and i worry while she is gone..if she will forget me or sstay there with them...im just sad ... not seeing t is causing feelings of desertion ... like no one is there anymore...scared to be leaving to go home next week..worrying and trying to plan..and just beginning to feel stuck i think..