Frustrated

I'm just frustrated and right now that is not a good thing because I feel like cutting..I'm pissed off at everything.and locked out in the cold which pisses me off even more...I'm mad at Anita and Courtney.. I'm mad that I couldn't get my meds filled ..I'm mad that I'm hungry and stupid but I did get cat food a little bit any way.. I'll figure something out..I guess..I'll have to since I don't have gas money ... I'm just sick of today and I think I'll take the last of the percocets before I do anything incredibly stupid..because my thinking is not good right now..today is just not a good day...