since im awake i thought that i would do some writing and of course it is the night before thanksgiving so i am feeling a little bit reflective...
what am i thankful for this year? what has me continuing to move foreward living life and actually feeling engaged in it...and ive decided ..
im thankful to be alive
im thankful for sarah and the life we have together
im thankful for my crazy weird cats
im thankful i am me
for the first time in my life i am thankful to be alive..im thankful the depression and the suicidal thoughts did not end me ... i am happy with my life, i am stable and grateful and even on the hard days i am still here...i am still fighting and gosh my head stays clear ... i am moving up in the world..i have people who love me and i am actually almost putting myself first this holiday season and not traveling...not stressing...not doing any of it...i am going to be at home with sarah and the cats..relaxing...enjoying myself ... this year has turned out to be a big surprise... but it has been good things ...still rough stuff going on too...but as i said ..i am still here..and so for that i am thankful.
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So thankful to read this. Good for you to do what was best for you. I hope you don't allow any attempts at guilt trips take over for any length of time. Reading that you are thankful to be alive is like the best thing I could read. When I met you online, I wasn't sure you would live to graduate from high school. I have seen such tremendous growth in you. Way to go Nat.
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