today has not been the best of days..my mood has dropped a lot and just kinda not myself today..i want to be left alone and have quiet and just not really exist today..so of course i had three appointments today..ugh...i made it to all three of them also..but it was a struggle..i feel better that i went but they have left me weapy and maybe even a bit more out of sorts..i dont know...it could be that today sits inbetween a not to great doc appt and med change yesterday and mommys birthday tomorrow.. its also now officially the holiday season in my mind and that causes its own set of issues..struggling already maybe and they arent even here fully yet...it has just been a day..
i had to run a couple errands after my appointments and so i have gotten my new computer and that makes me happy and it is a beautiful piece of technology lol...i got a couple movies and a coloring book also..just cause...
i have a lot of thinking to do about things it feels like...like decisions and choices that i have to make.maybe ill just take a nap and not think about anything at all..
im tired today ...really tired...
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