working all week and trying to be active in the evenings is hard for me...I wake up around 5:30.my alarm is set for 6..I work all day and get home around 5..cook..eat..and fall asleep..that is my day..add in therapy and last week i had to get off early to do first aid and cpr..I'm just tired...I am way more active..and I'm trying different gluten free foods...some junk food...but I don't think I'm over doing it..OK yesterday and this morning I ate way to much Chinese food.. but I've found that Chinese doesn't make my stomach hurt... so every two weeks I do splurge on Chinese...I made the mistake to eat rice a roni last week..made me sick..so on one hand I know I have a gluten intolerance for sure..and on the other I'm sad because I'm giving up so much...I'm slowly getting braver with trying new stuff..like I got gf bread and pizza today.. I'm having to try things to see if I like them...I've learned gf cornbread is OK but not great.. where as gf biscuits are great. The major down side is that all the gf stuff is so expensive.. the grocery bill has doubled thanks to my gf food..and I try hard not to make Sarah eat all gf stuff you know...so a lot goes into getting groceries...
Work has been going fine..just busy..each day is definitely different.. and I know that a couple days the depression made being at work very hard..but I managed..I guess..I do have notes to finish tomorrow and take in ..but I'm off Monday because of doc appointments...
It took a few days to kind of regroup from mothers day..it was rough and I was sad and unhappy...I didn't cut.. though for a while I really wanted to. I think I'm becoming to busy to totally focus on things feeling bad..who knows ..I'm just glad I feel OK today..
Things other wise are OK I guess..nothing major going on..I'm still working to get used to my schedule.. but that just takes time.
I know I do need to make a little more time for writing.. I miss it..
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