Promotion

I started off the new year by putting in my application for a promotion...i heard back a few days later and was able to accept the promotion pending a background and drug test of course...and it comes with a raise!!!

i am waiting for those to come back in as the weather has been suckish and so i was a little late with the whole drug test thing...

all that being said i am actually starting back in the pharmacy tomorrow ! IM so nervous and scared about it...I know the people who work back there but I dont know them like i know the front store people...im used to the front store..i know what the expectations are ..what im supposed to do and everything..but in the pharmacy i feel like im a fish without water...i dont know them and im not comfortable with them...ive worked back there a couple days but nothing like what ill be starting tomorrow...and so i am nervous and already feeling lonely...

i know ill get used to it with time...but it is so hard starting something new..being with new people and having to find where i fit in with them..im not the most talkative but i do like being talked to ..and i guess i have to remember that they do not know me either...so it is rough..

Either way i start full time tomorrow in the pharmacy and the other side of that is that i have to retake the pharmacy classes and do a lot of online classes and stuff too and that is anxiety producing all on its own...i know i can do it ..but having to do all that work all over again and it makes my brain hurt...i plan to complete all the work and of course test for my national certification..this is important to me because my goal is to work with the robots at the hospital and to do that i need my national certification...

i have so many plans you know...so many opportunities with this...this is the first time in a very long time that i have gotten a promotion...and im just shy of my 3 month mark at my current job..

my faith in myself is shaky at best ..so this is a big big deal.

i hope i manage tomorrow...i really do...