not much

you know whoever decided that it had to be women how had kids needs to really be shot..i bet it was a guy too..ugh..

ok so im not in the best of moods right now..mommy decided to call me at this morning while i was still sleep and scared the crap out of me..i was seriously out and had no intention of letting myself wake up any time soon and then my phone goes off and dusti goes flying off my bed and i cant find my phone and it was just incredibly loud..then of course i couldnt go back to sleep at all and all i want to do is sleep and not have to do anything else..cant do anything else anyway but at least if im sleeping im not doing anything incredibly stupid..i do have to do laundry and the remains of my latest art project is on the floor all over the place and dusti is loving having all the paper on the floor to play with..i remembered i randomly work on collecting pictures to make a collage and ive been doing it off and on since a little before the summer started..id get some magainzes and find some good stuff and cut pictures and stuff out and then lose interest in it and pack it all away..and a month or so down the road see a picture i really like and remember i have a collage started..and so its been off and on for a while..decided to work on it some last night until i got distracted and just stopped so paper and pictures are all over the floor ..i need to hang up all the clothes ive been pulling out and clean my closet again..i wish i could go through and get rid of clothes again...i have so many and keep getting more and im not wearing half of them and they take up so much space! maybe i can sell them or something after i find someway to do it..but just an idea..im playing around with..mommy is now very much dealing with my pay checks not that they are impressive or anything but because she has to keep giving me money to pay stuff and its like well sorry but i cant afford to pay all of them and still do things like have gas money or eat...cant really afford to go home for thanksgiving and i dont really want to go home for thanksgiving because it is a waste to only be off for four days to drive home and come right back..and i have to work before and after thanksgiving so its a pain in the butt..but of course coming home has to win because mommy says so..so yesterday was juts a lot of back and forth phone time getting yelled at about money and everything and the holidays..